hey it's candy here, and i've been doing some thinking...thinking mostly about this year. it's been okay i suppose, but realy it's been messed up! first of all my dad's been sick, don't worry it's nothing terrible, he's okay now...then Ms. Bogosh, our beloved music secretary at our school just left us. she got a promotion, so at least she left for something better, but we are all going to miss her teribly. now who is going to copy our music for us or talk to us when were down, or have someone in the mornings to visit with? no one will ever be able to fill her shoes, they can try but no one will ever be able to match up to that great woman. then, there's more, there's this guy...oooh shocker there! well we've been really amazing freinds for a while now, and i just can't get him out of my head it's tourcher really. i go to sleep and i dream of him, i get to school and he's the first face i see. he's a year a head of me and soon he'll be gone. i can't imagine him not being there. i get to school each morning and i can expect a welcomeing warm smile from him, and on realy horrible days a hug. i've been thinking on what's going to happen when he's not there any more. everything is just going down the crapper this year. then my class is being moved to a new building and i just found out that our technical director may not be comeing with us. and that sucks....everything is just getting all f**kd up, and i can't stand it! well one good thing happened today, i just got thru an interview for a summer job thru the city, hopefully i gets the job!!

~ CANDY

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